HI ALL,
IN THE SPIDERMANEMAILS POST, I DID NOT MEAN TO SOUND RACIST OR A LIAR OR ANYTHING. I DID REACH THE PAYOUT VERY FAST. PLEASE ACCEPT MY APPOLOGIES AND I HOPE ALL OF YOU CAN FORGIVE ME AND DO NOT HATE ME FOR IT...
THANX,
-BRIAN

Hi Brian, I dont know what post your talking about, I must not have read it, but I think its very nice that you are appoligizing if you did wrong. I believe it takes a lot of guts to appoligize and most dont bother (altho good people do)

(off topic)I was reading your signature, you sound very depressed! You need to look around you and notice that there are much worse off then you, no matter how bad we have it there is always someone who has it worse, trust me on that. Look at other countries where people are starving and dying and their own governments take the food from them instead of help them I have a lot of trouble with this because in the cource of the last year, I hurt my back and have been in and out of hostpitals , dr`s offices, on all kinds of different therapys with no help, I parked my van after putting 1000.00 into it to ensure it will run for a few more years and someone hit it, then it snowed in april and I went off the side of a mountain! (I was not hurt and my van stopped 3 inches from a tree, see it can always be worse!) now the transmission went on the van so I am car-less, jobless (till dr lets me go back to work) and I have 3 kids. But ya know what Brian> I realize that there are mnay worse then me and I pray every day for those people! I am alive, somewhat healthy altho in pain, my kids are healthy (we have a issue right now with one and she may have cancer but its operable and it always could be worse!) I pray for my family and my friends and I pray for people I do not know because I truely believe in the power of prayer, it can do wonders! So I will pray for you and I hope you get some sence of satisfaction and be content. Someone in this world loves you very much and this world is a better place because of you! Believe in yourself! And look around and pray for the ones who dont have it as easy! hugsssssss, cheer up and pm me if ya ever need a shoulder to lean on

Sorry everyone, didnt mean to go so off topic but sometimes people need a friend and to know that people can care about someone that they never even met hugssss to all

ps, Brian I did a search for you

Hi Brian ,

I knew you didn't mean it that way . Just youthful zeal and it came out wrong . I'm glad you're man enough to admitt mistakes and still tender enough to learn from them . All is forgiven :c)

I read the post, and I remember thinking the comment was a bit over-the-top, but I understood that it was coming from an upset you had. I certainly don't hate you for it! That'd be a little extreme.
I really admire those who apologize for their mistakes. It's harder for some than for others but I don't think it's fun for anybody. Anyway, I gots no problem with ya

hi everyone-
thanks for the boost of confidence. I have had a rough life (being gay and all) and on top of that being a Christian... i am 18 and its very hard. Anyways, thanks again! It is so nice of you! I hope you feel tons better "ruhappytoseeme". It made me very sad to hear your story. I am just glad good people like you can forgive me... (unlike some other people here who call me a biggot and stuff). Anyways, Thanks everyone!

ps. kglazer - i did a search for u :-)

aww your welcome and hey my life isnt that bad I get by and like I said there are many who have it much worse then me . Keep the faith One of your problems is being gay? Maybe you should move! Ya know there are many cities that being gay isnt thought of as being wrong! I myself dont care what someone is, wether its race, sexual prefrence, ect, as long as they are decent people that dont hurt people on purpose or hurt children or animals ! Some people can be so cruel, just cause they dont understand somehting, they need education! Hang in there Brian, things will get better and like I said maybe you should considering miving if people where you live cant accept you for who you are!No need to be depressed because of what some think hugsssssssss, have a great day!

Hey, thanks Brian!
right back atcha "Finance 1x"

And hey, those people that call you names...that's a terribly ignorant thing to do. Just do what I do...call 'em a bunch of @#$@#$%%&$^%'s
(um, not really, j/k)

hey all! :-)
i live with my parents and dont have enough money to move out. my mom is going to kick me out of my house after I graduate anyways (i grad. the 13th) Anyways, thanks again! Glad to hear all of you are doing fine! :-)
God Bless,
Brian

Made 2 searches for ya this time!! :-)

oh question-
what is the minimum payout for FindBlitz and is it easy to get the minimum payout for SearchJuncture?

FindBlitz is $5 and so is SearchJuncture. I was lucky enough to have someone promoting SJ for me at one point, so I can't really say how long it takes most people to reach cashout. However, at $5 I don't think it's so bad.

I'll keep searching for your move-out fund!

thanks for the info and the searching. u r so nice! I made 2 more searches for u... FindBlitz and wuala :-)

God bless you Brian, and may the Lord be a light unto your path, leading you to peace and joy.