QUOTE (avalinejet @ Apr 16 2009, 01:23 PM)

Members who bother to come to the forum would know exactly what is going on and would understand. When you were taking drugs that screwed you up before and got grouchy my immediate perception was to feel empathy, my immediate action was prayer. Been there, done that, lived through it. The people who love me understood and supported me emotionally and spiritually through that time. Haven't you figured out yet that all the widdle bears love you? Lydia
I figured that out the first time I had to go through this. It's just that th difference between then and now is that now, while I'm still in possession of my faculties, I know what a monster I will become and the memories of how I was then continue to haunt me. I cannot take anything back that I said back then, all I can do is try to keep it from happening again. Besides that, the kidneys are failing now and getting the liver back really isn't as important to me anymore.