Hi Everyone...
First off I need to point out again that Brian and I don't even know eachother
except through IM and my being a member to begin with at XE! We are not an item
at all. The reason I jumped at the chance, well honestly I did'nt want to leave all of
you, I've grown very fond of the members at XE. I am not saying that I want you
to wipe your earnings clean and start over, I was just trying to come up with ideas
because it's true I don't have the money to pull it out of the debt it's incurred! And
I know alot of you did not want it to become an ads only site, I don't blame you for
that. I do have some plans on making it a more sustainable site. I just know that
if there is any way whatsoever for me to take care of everyone, I will. I just don't
know how yet

I did'nt want to see someone get it that would be indifferent or
even down right cruel to my members, I don't want you guys and girls treated bad
by anyone! Maybe I am a dork for taking it over with that kind of debt, I don't
know. I know that many of you have stated that if I start my own site you would
be glad to join and that would be wonderful, but that is a ways away yet. I don't
know, the more I write this the more I wonder if some of you are right about me
giving it up and walking away. I will be talking to Brian tonight so maybe I will tell
him I've changed my mind . I do know that the debt is hurrendous and unless you
are rich there is no way out, I guess. I had been wondering why I never saw Brian
over the last 6 weeks or so and now I know. I've been screwed before too by alot
of programs so if I do tell him I've changed my mind what would you all think of
me then? I am honest, I've always been that way. If I ever wanted anything I
would never think to ask someone for it or to get it for me. If I could'nt get it for
myself by working for it then I did without. So I guess I have some pride as well.
So tell me what do you think? Should I tell him no I don't want it? If you think I
should do that then I will. Because only a dreamer would believe they could pull it
out of the debt it's in. And by the way, I had nothing to do with that either. And no
if I could find a way to pull it out of debt Brian would not reappear. So tell me what
you think I should do and I will do it.
Madonna
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Madonna, I want to thank you up front with being honest with us from the get-go. You have shown a respect for the members that is not going unappreciated. I was happy to do the support links you sent tonight, because unlike certain other programs, you have asked with courtesy and respect, rather than using demand and blame tactics. I regret every single support link I ever clicked for Brian, but I am more than willing to click for you. Your courteous attitude towards members is a breath of fresh air after what some of us have gone through at some other programs.
I have a big balance so to be honest with you I would really be crushed to see the site go, I am not ready, and unlike other people who have taken over other sites, I have faith in you. I wish you could take my high balance and fact that I requested payout a long time ago into account in allowing some kind of upgrade in the changed site or any new site you open. Then it would be less of a blow not to get my cash payout.
It's easy for a lot of people that don't have a lot of time and effort invested in a site to say "just close it!". When they tell you that, please bear their experience in the site (or lack of it) in mind.
You are off to a good start in being different from the others and I thank goodness you are there instead of someone else or no one at all.
Thank you for respecting us, Madonna. I for one respect you also. I thank you for considering our feelings and helping us out in any way you can.
As for Brian, I have no respect for him whatsoever and nothing he could say or do at this point would change that.